TRy tO sMiLe~

I try and smile again today
So you will smile
That person just constantly makes you cry
So I want to make you smile however I can

I’m in love by myself
For me it’s so hard I can’t bear it
But because you crying is worse to me than dying
I smile again for you today

I love you, because I love you
Because if you exist I’m happy
Though my heart aches I try and smile again
Like a person giving smiles
Like a person with no sadness
Today, I try and cry silently behind your back

My heart going numb(from pain)
Even for one sad expression from you, I really hate him
He had all your love but something’s not good enough
Making you cry like this

I love you, because I love you
Because if you just exist I’m happy
Though my heart aches
I try and smile again
Like a person giving smiles
Like a person with no sadness
Today I try and cry silently behind your back again

I’m continually filling up with tears and stubbornly
I try and push them back again
Though it’s tough enough to kill me
Though it hurts like crazy I smile

Because I love you more than you love me
Because I treasure you more than myself
Though my two eyes cry
I hold it back again
Though you can’t hear any of my feelings
Though you can’t see my love
Today, in front of you, once again
I try to smile